Valentine’s Day photo
Valentine’s Day photo
I have understood for a long time now that not only do I need to be a good photographer but also a good businessman to make it as a self employed artist.
so i have gone back to figure drawing and will be starting a class in my town for advanced artist. i think its one of the most relaxing things i do as i can zone out with a pencil for hours.
SO family was over today and as usual Im tired around 9 pm so i start off to bed to take one of my longer naps why they all chill downstairs. as i lay there Im realizing that its not that Im tired but i think my brain was spent from drawing all day and just mentally exhausted if you ever been there. As Im trying to force myself to sleep, every time i get close something always wakes me. A kitchen door, the TV, family laughing or talking loudly and I was actually getting annoyed but just laid there think sooner or later ill be asleep.
I open up in a bedroom a bit smaller than mine laying on the floor with a pillow next to two beds end to end taking up the back wall with the only window in the room. Im looking at the door in the far left corner and a dresser is to my right. I must of just woke up in this dream, i can hear my family downstairs saying they are heading off to bed and a bit of noise right after. a few moments later my oldest brother comes into the room without knocking and right behind him one of his friends. I was a bit unnerved as i was trying to sleep as they barge in asking what Im up to and just walking around the room. Then all of the sudden i hear a female voice behind me start to yell at them “don’t you see he’s trying to sleep?” “you need to leave!”. I look over to the bed and see a friend i know sitting on the bed reading. I was like wow, thats really cool. So my brother leaves with his friend making fun of me for going to bed so early as they walk out the door. I lay there for a bit just about to fall asleep and the door opens again. Its some stranger holding a toy airplane making a zoom noise as he walks over to the dresser only a few feet from me. i was bothered that i had a room mate and that he was unstable. Again the female on the bed yells “Adam is trying to sleep, you need to leave so he can rest”. I was relieved as he just begins to walk out the room and shuts the door behind him. Again i start to fall asleep and i feel Im about there i wake up. this time it my real room looking at the clock that has moved about 3 hours. Even thought i slept for a bit i didn’t feel like i got any sleep at all since i didn’t get any in my dream.
thats exactly what i wanted to ask after having a short lived conversation with my parents. but be warned not to read this if you get easily upset when someone questions your beliefs!
I was watching a movie called “the forth kind” based from real video and tapes and asks the question if people were actually abducted by aliens. And as I normally lend every movie i get to my parents being that we are a family of movie watchers, i go retrieve the movie from them and i ask “what did you think?”. They give me one of the craziest answers, “i thought it was a bit weird” says my dad with the same response coming from my mom right after… then a slight pause from both of them. I begin to think in my head, ok so the movie was directed or filmed in a weird manner… then my father follows up with “i don’t think they were aliens but demons”. I was dumb founded how anyone can take two subjects that has no concrete proof and pick the one the story wasn’t even based on. And only says demons cause aliens contradicts their belief in GOD. To me being someone that had a strong belief in god but decided to ask questions and decide to learn instead of just basing everything on faith thought that was such a unusual comment. what do you think?